Things have started getting hectic once again. I have found that I am no longer sensing that feeling of balance and self control. I need to refocus and get a baseline of positive thinking started once again. I became complacent, and have realized this is definitely going to be something that I will work on for the rest of my life. My emotions go completely hay wire when I am stressed, and I need a way to channel that frustration. So, again, I am making it a point to find things of which to be grateful.
I made a very important decision last night and I realized that I am turning into that decisive character I once was. Long before marriage and children. Long before college. I used to be a girl who knew exactly what she wanted. I am finding that once again. It has been close to a decade since I've had the feeling of yes, this is what I want. Time has brought me full circle, and I have learned and am still learning from the many trivial mistakes I make.
Right now, my goal in life is to be happy. My decision I believe will lead me in that direction. I am grateful that I am able to think so rationally about this when I have so much else going on in my life.
Good night.
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