God has given me the oppotunity to practice patience today. Or, at least, that's the way I'm going to put a positive spin on the way some things happened today. While I was going through the "episodes," it was very aggravating, but towards the end of the day, I just realized that every outcome is affected by my reactions. The less I let something get to me, regardless of how annoying and aggravating it seemed at the time, the better off, and quicker it seemed, the solution became apparent. Take for instance, Ellie. Even though she is my devil in angels clothing, I love her. As I'm righting this, she's crying her little eyes out because she doesn't want to go to bed. I'm actually quite surprised I haven't gone in there yet. I know part of the reason for all the fuss is because she's exhausted! She didn't take a very long nap and then we had company over for dinner, which lasted until AFTER her normal bed time. I know she's fighting this, and if after I'm done writing this, she's still crying, I will go comfort her. I really think she just needs to let out some stress and cry. I don't think that makes me sound like a horrible mother either. I know when she needs me. But, if I would let this try my patience to its limit, I would already be frustrated and I wouldn't really be able to handle the situation properly. I know how much work I need to improve my patience, and God is giving me these opportunities time and time again. I'm learning, and I'm grateful for that.
Good night. Now to check on my crying child...
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