Everything happens for a reason, right? I learned today that one of my very good friends is a former practicing Satanist. I used to have the stereotypical vision of what a Satanist believed and practiced. The opportunity came up today to find out what her religious beliefs, if any, she had. She really opened my eyes. I have a much better view of that particular belief system, and although may not be for me, I'm still very glad we talked about it.
Being able to keep an open mind, especially about hard topics, keep me sane. I'm not sure how, but learning something new always excites me! I always loved school for that reason. Learning should be a never ending endeavor, be it through academic learning, or life lessons.
I was also involved with a friend of mine involving forgiveness. How hard is it really to forgive someone? I used to believe that no one deserved my forgiveness, but I deserved everyone's forgiveness, because, of course I didn't mean it. How selfish of me. I really hurt this friend and I regret the way things happened, but I used to pray that he would forgive me for my choices. Almost 5 years later, he has. And now we have an absolutely wonderful relationship. Throughout the years, I would think of him, and then think about all the people who may have asked for forgiveness from me. I was never willing to give it. Its not my place to NOT forgive. God has forgiven all of our sins, so why can't I? He gave his only son to do that, and all I have to do is say, "I forgive you." and move on. So simple. Its a never ending process, like learning, and patience.
I'm grateful to have come so far in my life. That can be taken on numerous levels. My spirituality, personal growth, financial, etc. I have a good life, I do. Some days are harder than others, but I have a good life.
Good night.
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