April 7, 2010

It been almost a week since I've taken the time to journal. I have found out some potentially very bad news. Until I know for sure that it is true though, I'm not going to document what the news is. My fear is documenting it will be a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy.

I do admit that I need to starting balancing myself again. I have overcome some major milestones since the establishment of this journal, and to give up on it when my life has become less than pleasant would be hypocritical. There are still a million things to be grateful for that I've started to take for granted. My faith, my family, my friends. Knowing that Tom is safe. Watching Ellie "grow up" right before my eyes.

Many of these things are taken for granted, and I need to remember that its the little things that count. When you look through a photo album, you see the major event. But what about all the minor things that happened in between "photo shoots?" Those minor things are the glue.

It is time to balance myself. It is time to show my gratitude!

Good night.