There are some days where I feel like I'm on top of the world. Other days, not so much. Today, I think I'm just watching the world turn. I've had a rather empowered feeling all day, and I'm not sure where it came from. Maybe it was from knowing that more people are interested in both of my home businesses. Maybe it was from accepting that Ellie will act her age. Maybe it was from mental rehersing. Who knows? I'm grateful for this feeling. I don't feel as though I need to go out and be in the middle of anything, yet I don't feel the need to sit back and let life happen. Proactive, yet relaxed. This is a good feeling. Maybe I'm starting to find my balance.
I just filled in my google calendar and realize that I really do enjoy staying busy. It helps me feel as though I'm not a stagnat house wife. I sat down this morning and really thought about all that I do around the house, and man, you couldn't pay me for this job! I think I'm going to come out of this deployment stronger and believe it or not, much more appreciative of the things Tom did help with around the house.
Anyway, I'm grateful that I have finally felt what a balanced day feels like.
"Work, love and play are the great balance wheels of man's being”
--Orison Swett Marden
Good night.
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